broken95

One year has gone by have you've ever seen me quit? no you havent cuz then I'll not have been here today big deal jesus spent 40 days in a fucking desert and 3 days in hell

I've spent 365 days in my own hell hole with only one goal in mind! to be done with this shit ! and look at me now succsess is build up by small stepps 

never give up NEVER im here for a reason i've never gave up on the dream of a normal life and who do i got to thank for that?

Yes all my friends they where there when i fell down they lifted me up again so fuck all the others I'll not apologise to any one cuz i've not done anything wrong

I'll thank no one exept those who help me so fuck it this is my last text...

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Drikker i mørket:

Jeg sitter alene i mørket med min triste musikk, flaska e gall tom, jeg gråter stille.

 det føles ut som at ingen kan nå meg nå for min tankerekke erfor langt å gå de andre virker fjerne.

du nådde meg igjenn... hva i fan skal jeg gjøre nå?!

Jeg er lei av mine tillits problemer. jeg vill elske jeg vil ha glede.

men det er et urealistisk mål. jeg er ikke i stand til å elske andre jeg er isolert.

jeg er borte i alkaholens sørge tog...

La mine tårer falle, de faller for deg, jeg gråter ut minner hver tåre er et minne om en tid der ting car lette...

jeg kunne gå ned en gate men ikke nå det er stadig nye minner hvorhen jeg snur meg..

Så skål denne natten blir lang

It's to late for you you took me chained me down beat me kicked me bit me.. it's to fucking late for you, you're gonna die alone cuz im gonna kill you it's payback time you threw away my time i can't belive i idolized you but no more no no fucking more i'm done! you destroyed me deformed my mind and took my love away from me. you made me hurt cry you fucked me up more than any human could do now it's payback time now it's my chance to deform you. I'll never go back to your dungeon of pain and bullshit. I'll pick you up and fly you to outer space to the face of the sun. Now my mind is clear I've done with your chains I've broken throug it all, you've tried to fucking kill me! Now you're done I'll never pick you back up.

You can call my parents tyrans or some bad ass fuckers cuz they tore my childhood to pieces right infront of my eyes

but don't ! they developed the man in me the person that never gave up the person that took all the hits life threw at him

i tried to take my chilhood back but i've just realized i don't want it back. I'll create the man i've already created in my mind in the reality

So do like me set yourself a goal and go across the line until you hit the goal cuz no one that yourself can stop you !

So take the pain take your pride and run, run now ! I aint afraid of anyone cuz i've felt the punch of life.

and no one hit as hard as life. So insted of sitting on your ass all day do something creative...

GoGOGO!

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!

- Rocky Balboa - 

 Chumbawamba ? Tubthumping





Uansett, hvor hardt du har det så kan du komme deg ut av det, Det er bare et spørsmål om vilje.

Smerte kan vare i et minutt, en time eller en dag eller tilogmed et år men, til slutt går den bort og noe annet tar dens plass.

This goes out to all those peoples that laughed at me and said '' you can't be great, you can't achive what you are setting out to get''

You haters can burn and die cuz I'll not fade or cry not anymore I'll show you all how great I am

It's you haters that created me, who i am today is the one Who will first say ''what did you say''

cuz in the end you'll see up to me and cry to me just to make me not crushing you. Cuz I have moved forward even when i took the hardest hit the life could hit

and you just put more waight behind that hit. All i have eaten and cried are for you haters but i see now it wasent worth it so i am greater than you.

I aim to please, but this shit is done i am done with everything I'll aim for my goal and run straight into those who stands in my way. I'll not stop until i am done!

- Dear diary-

I walked by a window looked inside Saw a good formed and happy family it brought me way back

To when i was left outside in the cold with a broken home With nowhere to go I fought for

those who had tortured me and set this hell apon me I fought for their happines and joy

That build them up and broke me down I asked me ''why,why do i have this curse'' I got no response

But now i see that it was my own mind that won't set me free. But it's not true that which don't shoot to kill

makes you stronger. Cuz i ain't I aint tronger i aint harder i am the same damn person that 

I was 5 years ago but my fucked up mind don't see how it shall set me free from this misery

So I have one thing to say'' I've cried, I've fought, I've died but no more

I will not let my mind stand here and take this im gonna take controle and rule my world

So you live your perfect dream life and I'll live my hellish lifestyle cuz i wont change

I won't try to be something im not I'll live in accept with the others of my kind

I am stronger than you so screw you I don't need your pitty ''Im sorrY'' So damn this

This is my curse and it always shall be untill i fill ninetheen then it's the end for me my friends

So thanks for those who reached out to me when i was broken down cuz how i see it its like this

I took my brother's hand and he raised me up i stumbeld and fell but he never gave inn

He help me back up so fuck that slut that tore me down and made me hurt cuz i have found my place on this earth

Dette er en blogg, som blir å inneholde litt spilling og mine egene sangtekster, som kommer til å handle om min fortid Jeg har en annen blogg som heter '' stillalive95.blogg.no.''